Thoughts on my Pathetic Life

Updates on... My Pathetic Life

2005-04-12T14:36:00.000-07:00

Ok since I havn't even looked at this page for a while I will update it a bit. These are exerpts from a diffrent journal that I hadn't forgoten about :) lol. They will be listed from oldest to newest... have fun reading them lol.

February 10, 2005, 05:51:pm-
I got to go to a Chiropractic appointment today (actually I just got back)... So my back feels a little better :) YAY!!! Well I am going to go read now so I will talk at you all later Bye Bye for now.

February 19, 2005, 06:45:am-
I'm sick lol... I have the flu... or something like it... maybe its just a really bad cold... who knows... anyways thats why I havn't been on almost at all lateley and I am going to go again and maybe try to get some sleep... Bye Bye

February 21, 2005, 05:20:am-
Well I went to the ER cause I was having SOO much trouble breathing and I actually have pneumonia YAY me lol well I just thought I would update on that and now I will go cough elsewhere... bye bye

February 28, 2005, 7:57:pm-
Yes... I am extremely frustrated and here is why... Although I dislike driving I need to get my license so I can drive my self to college and back and all that awesome crap lol...But the problem with that is that the next available appointment is on March 28th and I start school on March 22nd and they aren't open before I go to school or after I get home and I will be going every week day...So I can't get it done until the one saturday they are open in April which is the 16th or something like that...Here is another wonderfully amazing inconvenience, You can't make an appointment for more than 30 days in advance so I have to some how remember to call them on March 17th...So I am just about ready to pull out my hair...Damn government offices... they should really be nicer to me... I mean what the fuck have I ever done to them??? lol

March 10, 2005, 06:22:am-
I am extremly stressed... I start school in 12 days I don't wanna lol... I am not prepared cause I just found out there is a dress code lol... oh yay!!! *screams* I think I will die lol... yeah I know thats a bit too dramatic lol but my head might actually explode because it hurts so bad lol Damn stress headaches

March 19, 2005, 03:19:pm-
I get to go have my wisdom teeth taken out on Monday!!! Yay???

March 21, 2005, 7:16:pm-
Well I went to have my wisdom teeth taken out but they tryed to find my veins in 4 different spots several times and didn't find anything so I took it as a bad sign and just rescheduled it so I get to go back next thursday and get it done then *sigh* and I know they hit one in my hand because I now have a massive bruise lol so yeah umm I don't really know what else to say so I suppose I will go do other things Bye all

April 11, 2005, 10:07:pm-
Well tomorrow at 3:45 I am going to DMV and taking my behind the wheel test so I can get my license. I am uber nervous about it. I have this overwhelming feeling that I am going to fale. May whatever higher power there is have mercy on me and let me pass by some miracle.Other than that nothing new is happening really, so I guess I will type at you all later.

Well I suppose thats all... now I must go and get ready to take my test... I have to leave for it in about half an hour so... I will post some time later in life... probably today... you might be lucky enough to have me tell you how I do on my test :)... well all goodbye and have a good day

~~~Snuggalette~~~

Happynesses!!!

2005-02-08T02:03:00.000-08:00

I am so happy Right now =) ... So anyways... I had an OK week last week and today was awesome =)...

Anyways a few days ago I got my third pair of ear peircings done but for some reason they hurt more than my other ear peircings have hurt... its odd really.... and I am having a hard time sleeping cause of them... but its ok...

So today I had a really good day... well mostly today was like any other... but I got to talk to my friend Morbid today... I was so happy when he told me to call him cause I havn't talked to him in a while and I thought that he had forgoten all about me... I am so glad he didn't... So heres what happened... I got to my comp just in time to see him sign off... so I decided to leave him an offline and then a while later he IMed me back and then gave me his number and told me to call then we talked for more than three hours... I am so happy =) I could almost scream... infact I might if I didn't have a really bad headache...

Well I am off to sleep so I will blog again later (that doesn't mean today it just means some time later in life lol) So yeah... Dante if you read this you better leave me a comment or else lol... Bye Bye

~~~Snuggalette~~~

More Dysfunctions of the Dysfunctional American Family... Soo Sad

2005-01-29T23:01:00.000-08:00

*Sigh*... Well here we go with this gem of a night...

As my one reader well knows Saturday is family dinner night here at my ever so loverly home *rolls eyes*... Incase someone else reads this I would like to let you know that Saturday night consists of Me, Mom, Dad, Debbie (Sister), and Kayla (Niece) all sitting down to a (some times home made) dinner.

Anyways... January the 31st happens to be Debbies birthday so we were celebrating it tonight... She had a glass of wine (as we woman folk usually do together on Saturday... yes me included)... Well she was falling asleep on the couch and then all of a sudden she got up and wandered off... A little while later I was getting kind of worried cause she wasn't back yet... so I went to check on her... Well needless to say she was laying on the bathroom floor not moving so I was more worried... (so I poked her... Just Kidding...) I asked her if she was ok and she answered so thats always good lol... She spent a large portion of her birthday dinner praying to the porcelain God so to speak... so anyways...

She only had a glass of wine... well ok she might have had more than one... but she should have been ok because its wine for F*** sake... So yeah she got done with all that and was fine... came out and ate dinner and opened here present and cards...

Soo Sad... Isn't it so sad that my life is so boring that the only thing I have found to write about is my sister getting drunk-ish at her birthday celebration... I think its completely PATHETIC... But then again that is why this is... Snuggalettes Pathetic Life

~~~Snuggalette~~~

I'm back :)

2005-01-23T19:23:00.000-08:00

I changed all the colors on my blog... yay me!!! I love it cause I love bright neon-ish colors :) the whole thing like makes me happy or something now lol so any ways oh dear reader of mine please tell me if you like it or not... and umm MOO!!! eat people, Not cute furry animals and ta ta

~~~Snuggalette~~~

New And Improved Me

2005-01-02T18:51:00.000-08:00

New And Improved Me...
I am now Vegan... yes you heard (or read) right I am Vegan... Despite the fact that meat and dairy products are extremly yummy... I just can't suport the abuse that all of those animals go through... it truely is disgusting... it is sickening that Human Beings can treat animals like that... animals animals can feel pain just like we can just remember that

The Human Race Is Vile And Cruel... if there is a next life in store for me I hope to be a tiger... A Vegan Tiger at that lol

~~~Da Snuggalette~~~

Amazing News, A Little On Dante The Flying Squire, On A Happier Note, Another Happy Note

2004-12-27T14:38:00.000-08:00

Amazing News... Well apearently my oh so lovely (that was sarcasm incase you didn't catch it lol) exboyfriend Nick would rather be with his extremly abusive exgirlfriend... Yes now they are married... and it leaves me wondering how awefull I must be if he would rather be with an ugly abusive bitch than me... I did everything he ever asked of me and more... but personally I think it is funny... I think he got what he deserved... Once again good (that would be me) has triumphed over evil (that would be him) lol...

and in closing my I say this to Nikki (his abusive wife lol)...

Hahaha now he is your problem not mine... I think you too are perfect for each other... especially after all that shit he talked behind your back saying (among other things) that you were extremly bad in bed because you are a lose whore who has slept with hundreds of guys (among many others that I just don't have enough time or space to mention lol)... I wish you both the best of luck together and I hope you find some men on the side just incase he fucks you over again just like he did when he met me...

Well that was my great news I am so happy right now :)...

A Little On Dante The Flying Squire... But anyways umm Dante The Flying Squire told me to Blog because she wants something to read other than her own lol silly girl... Anyways I am sad because she is leaving shortly :( like in a couple weeks and I never even get to sees her as it is with her living close and now I will NEVER EVER be able to see her EVER EVER EVER not even in a lumazillion years (yes I just made that mesurment of time up lol aint I cute lol j/k) but yes alas she is leaving me and I am so very sad about it :(

On A Happier Note... I just got dvds (lol) wich include the first 3 harry potter movies (I love those movies), Spiderman 2, Big Fish, and The Rocky Horror Picture Show... all great movies, I already have The Rocky Horror Picture Show but my dad obviously didn't know that lol so I now have 2 :)

Another Happy Note... I found this wonderful place to get candles it is called "Dark Candles" I love the smell of "Dracula" it is a very wonderful scent that makes me want to jump up and hump someones leg *clears throat* anyways moving on... you really should check it out please :) cause I think you will just lovers them to death forevers and evers :) http://darkcandles.com/ they are wonderful and the candles get there fast :) wich is a major plus for me cause I hate waiting lol

Well I must be off now to make some money :) so I will blog again sometime in the near future :)... Lovers ya all very much...

~~~Da Snuggalette~~~

Mood:Over Joyed
Music:The beautiful sounds of the rain :)

Wow I have almost nothing to say now a days lol

2004-12-13T01:49:00.000-08:00

OK poeples Lately I have had nothign to say obviously cause all I have been posting is quizes (how lame am I ??? lol) anyways... I have a Job now, Yay me!!! I am doing Medical Transcription from home and that takes up a bit of time lol... I went driving with Ryah the other day and it was really fun (we always have fun when we drive together cause she is such an awesome driver *rolls eyes*) we got lost on one of those stupid back roads in Paradise lol it was fun Ryah was cusing at people we were passing lol I was laughing my ass off at her yeah fun times lol Going like 60 in residential areas lol anyways after that we went to Jack In The Box for lunch and drove to Bille Park and sat in the parking lot to eat lol while Ryah was quietly cusing at some guy in the car next to us cause she thought he was staring at us Ryah is so funny :) anyways... I also babysat that same day I think it was Sat yeah it had to be... My sis actually paid me most the money that she owes me now I only have to get about $13 from her... Yay me I am rich now :) lol... and I have been talking alot to Jeff lately:) :) :)... So yes this is my pathetic life as of lately well I will hopefully blog soon

~~~Da Snuggalette~~~

Yay!!! dantes inferno!!!

2004-11-27T03:40:00.000-08:00

OMG I didn't realize Dante was in an inferno!!! I'll save you hun!!! I'm coming!!! LOL anyways heres another quiz :)

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's" Inferno Hell Test

Another Quiz

2004-11-24T20:42:00.000-08:00

Wow I get to be the sexxxiest Man on earth

You are Jamie Madrox!

Which Psychopathic Artist Are You?
brought to you by

quiz lol

2004-11-23T18:00:00.000-08:00

Its amazing this is actually almost correct :) lol

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results

Sociability		13%
Aggressiveness		18%
Assertiveness		44%
Activity Level		42%
Excitement-Seeking		29%
Enthusiasm		21%
Extroversion		27%
Trust		18%
Morality		40%
Altruism		85%
Cooperation		40%
Modesty		46%
Sympathy		84%
Friendliness		52%
Confidence		50%
Neatness		44%
Dutifulness		78%
Achievement		85%
Self-Discipline		68%
Cautiousness		52%
Orderliness		62%
Anxiety		75%
Volatility		49%
Depression		80%
Self-Consciousness		36%
Impulsiveness		13%
Vulnerability		54%
Emotional Stability		49%
Imagination		79%
Artistic Interests		86%
Introspection		63%
Adventurousness		61%
Intellect		92%
Liberalism		91%
Openmindedness		78%

Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test
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Trait	.	low score	high score
Sociability	13%	socially reserved, detached	friendly, open
Aggressiveness	18%	mild mannered, uncompetitive	predatory, domineering
Assertiveness	44%	introverted, loner	controlling, aggressive
Activity Level	42%	relaxed, laid back	vigorous, high energy
Excitement-Seeking	29%	sedate, restrained	adventurous, wild
Enthusiasm	21%	somber, pessimistic	cheerful, optimistic
Trust	18%	suspicious of others	trusting of others
Submissiveness	40%	rebellious, lawless	dutiful, obedient, compliant
Altruism	85%	selfish, cold, austere	helpful, selfless, indulgent
Cooperation	40%	argumentitive, confrontational	conflict averse, meek
Modesty	46%	arrogant, self-satisfied	humble, unassuming, doormat
Sympathy	84%	callous, heartless	empathetic, warm
Confidence	50%	not confident in work	confident in work, egoistic
Neatness	44%	disorganized, messy	planner, clean, anal
Dutifulness	78%	dishonest, derelict	honest, rule abiding, girl scout
Achievement	85%	lazy, unmotivated	driven, goal oriented
Self-Discipline	68%	procrastinator	responsible, efficient
Cautiousness	52%	spontaneous, daring, reckless	careful, controlled, safe
Anxiety	75%	relaxed, fearless	fearful, worrier
Volatility	49%	calm, cool	touchy, tempermental
Depression	80%	content, balanced	emotional, self hating
Self-Consciousness	36%	confident, assured	low self esteem, shy
Impulsiveness	13%	high self control	low self control
Vulnerability	54%	resilient, unphased	confused, helpless
Imagination	79%	practical, realistic	dreamer, unrealistic
Artistic Interests	86%	artistic indifference	art, nature, beauty lover
Introspection	63%	not self reflective	self searching
Adventurousness	61%	conventional, safe	spontaneous, bold
Intellect	92%	instinctive, non-analytical	intellectual, analytical
Liberalism	91%	conservative, traditional	progressive, open

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An Aweful Day Full Of Pain and Some Words Of Wisdom From Dante The Flying Squire

2004-11-23T01:45:00.000-08:00

An Aweful Day Full Of Pain... Ok I have an icky wart thingy on my right fore finger and one was sarting on my right pinky too anyways I showed them to my dermatologist and he said "Oh no problem I can get rid of those for you" and then he pulled out the liquid nitrogen (horror of horrors) freeze time I hated it. It stung lol and then it was hot very hot lol Evil Pure Evil!!! and now I have these dumb ass blisters forming and it hurts to type!!! Actually it hurts to do anything!!!

Some Words Of Wisdom From Dante The Flying Squire...

To Dante: I just had to put this in cause I loved the moment so much :) so if it isn't ok (and I have no Idea why it wouldn't be) I will edit and delete :) and tahnk you again for your words of wisdom Lovers Ya Moocho lol Moo hehehe

To the rest of you: this was an IM between myself Snuggalette and my friend Dante (The Flying Squire)

Dante: lol 'meat causes impotence' eat meat and you'll have no meat!!! lolio
Me: lol
Me: OMG thats why I can never get a hard on lol
Dante: lol no silly that's cuz you don't have a penis. or even a penile mound!!!
Me: lol
Me: OMG I was wonder why that was, thank you ever so much for your wisdom
Dante: i know, whatever would you do without me???
Me: I have no Idea

My squire is so funny isn't she I lovers her and you should too!!! lol Oh I lovers the rest of my "viewers" too :)

~~~Da Snuggalette~~~

Hugs!!!

2004-11-22T21:02:00.000-08:00

This thing is cool you can give me virtual hugs I love it!!! Hug Me!!!

*HUGS* TOTAL!give AngelEyedJuggalette more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

a little story :) Enjoy

2004-11-19T22:03:00.000-08:00

First I would like to explain what this was... Dante has an awesome blog and she does a "qod"(queston of the day) and this is her qod and my answer to it:) enjoy

you're stuck on a life raft in the middle of the ocean with your arch nemesis, 1 gallon of water each, a box of lucky charms, their music collection, which includes nothing but britney spears, various boy bands, good charlotte and a horribly marred floater cd, and a cd player w/ a 4 pack of batteries. what do you do?

I shall warn you all this is kinda wierd and kinda gross to some people so if you have a problem with wierdness and bloodiness then don't read it... I personaly think it is a wonderful little story...

I shall kill the b**** (DUH) useing the best CD she has (in my opinion the horribly marred floater CD) Anyways The way in witch it was horribly marred caused it to have a reaction with her blood and when mixed with (certain ones) of the lucky charms marshmallows they become magical. I smash all the other CDs (It will come in handy later) in to little tiny pieces. I try to make a make-shift contact device with the CD player, batteries, and the magical blood covered lucky charms. I try it out and it doesn't work and I try and try again untill I try sprinkling it with the smashed CDs. Still Doesn't work So I try some more untill I get thirsty so I get a drink of water, the water makes it short circut I try again and I contact someone and they tell me help is on the way.

Ugh I hate Men, Well Most Of Them Anyways

2004-11-19T01:00:00.000-08:00

I have been on a man hating spree as of late I am not sure why... But today I am so pissed, My friend Ryah OMG her BF if being such a little fucker bug I wish he was here so I could squish his fucker buggy little head between my thumb and fore finger... I feel bad tho cause She feels bad now cause they just broke up :(... But yes I hate most men any that get in my way... so Men beware I will run you over or just kill you whatever is easiest at the time lol... Anyways Peter Came over Tonight I love My Peter In a non- Hump Hump way as he would say... But yeah he came over and we watched tv and chilled and talked and stuff :) It was awesome (:
And Now I will leave you all so I can make my but stop hurting :P
Loves Ya All Much

~~~Da Snuggalette~~~

I am half of a lesbian couple!!!

2004-11-18T01:43:00.000-08:00

I just made up a word there it is... Pweace ...I love it, it loves me and we are a happy lesbian couple lol

Mendocino Juggalo

2004-11-17T19:25:00.000-08:00

Umm yeah I dunno what he wants me to call him so we shall call him Mendocino Juggalo... Anyways My Mendocino Juggalo has named me :D and I love the name so much that I needed to write(or rather type) about it... Anyways this name is totally awesome so I am gonna tell you guys... Vluffie Mc Gothalette... I love it soo much!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH to my special friend Mendocino Juggalo for that Awesome new Name... I love all of you(my devoted readers which as I said before I think is just Dante lol) So with that stuff said... I will say good bye and stop the madness lol JK

~~~Vluffie Mc Gothalette~~~AKA~~~Da Snuggalette~~~

Genius, Dr. Pepper, I Love You, Simple Plan and Perhaps Some Other Random Rants

2004-11-14T01:11:00.000-08:00

How insane must you be in order to be a true genius??? Look at Edgar Alan Poe... He was so dark, so sinister, so insane!!! Then... Van Gogh he was totally crazy too... He cut his own ear off because he loved some chick??? Does that even make ANY sense???

Ok I have a couple things to say about Dr. Pepper...
THEY ARE SEXIST!!!
Its always assumed to be a male!!! And the knock off MR. PIBB they don't even let people assume they put it right on the can!!! Ok so that being said...
Why couldn't they have named Dr. Pepper something else, like Dr. Regularity, that would have been a better name. hehehe
Anyways If I were to make a knock off I would name it MRS. Regularity... infact I shall write a letter to Faygo and suggest they do such cause I am not in the soda making business. :)

Isn't that whole "I love you more" thing the most annoying thing ever, plus does it even matter as long as they love each other as much as each can???

There is a song by Simple Plan called "Welcome To My Life" and in this song it has a part that asks "Do you lock yourself in your room with your music up so loud that no one can hear your screams"... I used to until I realized that it was the cause of my head aches

Ok The above statement wasn't true cause I am not stupid enough to give myself head aches but that was the thought that popped in to my head when I heard that part of the song and I thought it was kinda funny so I decided to tell it to the world:)

Ok I just wanna say How much I dearly love my "partner in slime" that and your comment made me laugh after a long day of Kayla Sitting lol Thank Hunny!!!:)

WOW I think this may be one of my longest posts lol and it was just about randomness!!! lol I love it!!! I am in an awesome mood right now and I dunno why lol anyways I shall go now because I am tired of typing now :) finally lol

Love you all!!!

~~~Da Snuggalette~~~

Alrighty Then

2004-11-12T02:16:00.000-08:00

Ok my awesome blog viewer (which I believe I only have one ~~~Dante~~~ lol). Anyways I am so friggin bored and I feel like crap today :( I might have come down with (oh joy of all joys) the flu. So anyways I know I had something to say I but I completely forgot what the hell It was so yeah lol umm I might blog later

~~~Da Snuggalette~~~

Hello you beautiful blog!!!

2004-11-07T20:03:00.000-08:00

I am extremly bored right now Ryah left a little while ago so now I have nothing to do... Yesterday I got my hair cut and I really like it, It is alot easier to take care of now:)... umm I know I was going to put some other stuff in here to but now I forgot so umm... I will just give you the link to my other blog cause Dante has a special blog for her poems and I wanted to do the same so here is that http://rejectionsdoorstep.blogspot.com/ so yeah umm... I dunno what else I wanted to say lol ok I will go now

MCL - Da Snuggalette

I am finally getting around to posting...YAY!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-02T01:30:00.000-08:00

Ok F*** Heads I'm back... I am so sick of my ex boyfriends that bitch and fight with me constantly so you know what this sh** goes out to them: F*** Off you F***ing Sh** Heads!!!

LOL That said, I would like to wish you all an extremely Happy Halloween (even tho its kinda late lol).

I went down to chico the day before Halloween with my niece for the annual thing they do downtown called "trick or treat street". But yeah Kayla had a lot of fun, I saw so many cute little kids lol. It was kinda fun cause I got to show off this new dress I got its hella pretty I was supposed to be a Gothic Prom Queen (like that would ever happen, F***ing Popularity contest!!!)lol. But yeah so...

Anyways I was with Ryah on Halloween and we went around trick or treating lol even tho I am 17 lol it was fun, even tho I felt like a complete dork, so anyways we went to like 6 houses and we got a hella lot of candy :) it was cool and we went over to her friends house (her friends moms boyfriend is so F***ing hot and has the most awesome Eyes I have EVER seen and he is only like 27 or something lol). But yeah I hope every last one of ya had an awesome a** Halloween and remember to Keep It wicked

Love ya much - Da Snuggalette

What a lovely shade of death indeed... And another new person

2004-10-19T23:24:00.000-07:00

Well my friends welcome.
What a lovely Shade of Death Indeed... I am here to inform you that my Dante has moved out of my house and back in with her parents. I will miss her. So yes now that we have that out of the way... I will go on with my blog.

And another new person... I met a new person a few days ago. His name is Chris and he is my baby:) love ya.

But yeah I have nothing else really, so I will let you all go now.

Love ya much

interesting plezzzles new and old plus more on Dante the flying squire

2004-10-08T05:01:00.000-07:00

And yet another day of my REALLY SHITTY reality show

Interesting Plezzzles new and old!!!
I have been meeting the most interesting people online lately. The most interesting of wich is Risk. He is so Fucking awesome and hot (unfortunatley for most of the world he has a girl friend. Its great for him though cause they are in love. Congratulations to both of you I wish you the best). Anyways the rest of them aren't as important.
I got a hold of both mutt and Morbid today I was so happy!!! I haven't talked to morbid in so long, it was awesome to catch up with him(even though me comp crashed right in the middle of our convo.).

More on Dante the flying squire!!!
She is so awesome to live with. I have had more laughs with her in the week or ywo that she has been here than I have in like a year. We have fun (or atleast I do, I hope she does too.). So yeah thats it

***Hersheys Hugs & Real Kisses Love Always Desolation***

Dante the flying squire, the people in my brain and the random pleeezles in my house!!!

2004-09-25T23:36:00.000-07:00

Hello, and Welcome again to Desolations REALLY SHITTY reality show!!!
Anyways obviously I am back from my vacation and it sucked (many deleted expletives). I won't go in to it though because it is all together boring and is a redundancy upon my pathetic life.

Well moving on to Dante the flying Squire. Yes I said squire (see the *** at the bottom of the post).
Dante the flying Squire is here with me tonight and we have been having fun and other such merriment. Her parents (the evil bastards) have yet again unlovingly thrown my poor Dante to the wind like a piece of trash just thrown out in the cold, damp world. So Dante defiled (see ***) by their evil ways was penniless and with out a home. We have found shelter for my poor Dante right her under my own roof for as long as she wishes to stay.

The people in my brain love reading tony's blog because it is tonylicious, I do not kid you, it is very Tonylicious. For those of you who do not know Tony: You are deprived and your life will never be full unless you know Tony. If you even get a glimpse of Tony's Tonyliciousness you will adore him until you die(well maybe not all that extreme, but I don't know him all that well and I still think he is an awesome person whom everyone should love and adore). The people in my brain also tell me to do bad things (But we ignore that most of the time, MOST OF THE TIME!!!)

The random pleeezles in my house are driving me up the frignigin walls (and other such high places). My niece is loud (she gives me massive headaches). My dad is, well himself (as usual). My mom stresses me out because she is stressed out (like always). So yeah I am going even more crazy than I already am. (random cheering noises)

Here is an interesting thing that my Dear Loving mother sent me:

Five tips for a woman....
1. It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job.
2. It is important that a man makes you laugh.
3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to you.
4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you.
5. It is important that these four men don't know each other.

***Squire: defined by Webster's new world dictionary: an attendant, esp. a man escorting a woman; gallant.

Defiled: defined by Webster's new world dictionary: to corrupt, to make filthy or dirty; pollute and or poison

Welcome to another exciting episode of Desolations Pathetic Life

2004-09-12T02:24:00.000-07:00

What a GREAT show that would be (lol yeah right). Anyways I am miserable. I have a cold and I have to stay up longer than I want to because I have to pack. I am leaving tomorrow. Our first stop will be in eureka where we will spend the night (it has a pool :) so I am going to swim my butt off). Then we are going to stay at the Cresent Beach Motel ( In Cresent City lol). Then we have no clue where we are staying (lol fun! fun! fun!). Any who we will stop at the trees of mystery at some point in the trip. So all together it could be pretty cool if I could get my could to go away. But we all know that's a really big if lol.

A moment of silence and remembrance

2004-09-11T06:09:00.000-07:00

I would just like to take a moment to remember the tragic events that happened on this day three years ago. A lot of people lost their lives in the 9 11 attacks and I would like to show my respect for all the people who's lives were destroyed. Now a moment of silence for all of those whose lives it directly effected.

Shawns Personal

2004-09-11T01:50:00.000-07:00

Shawn Traviss is my ex-boyfriend so I will give him his own personal spot on my blog.

So here he is to tell you some stuff about him.

Hello my name is Shawn I am a *sasquatch* I am 6 foot 9 or 9 foot 6 I can never remember which one it really is. So obviously if you have a problem with tall guys I'm not the one for you. I am a chubby guy but I have loads of personality. I like Chubby people but lately I have been going for people who look like they are on crack (to keep them selves skinny). I have an insatiable fetish for tummies (even chubby ones). I also am in to Gothic people although that's not the only look I am interested in. I like people of all SHAPES & SIZES & LOOKS. So if you are a being that walks on two legs Excluding kangaroos (because they kick) and birds (because I am a *specist* bird hater) send me an email ShawnTraviss212@hotmail.com.

The words with ** on either side of them have been defined below for those of you with limited intelligence.

sasquatch (as defined by Webster's New World Dictionary): A huge, hairy, humanlike creature with long arms, reputed to live in NW North America

Specist (as defined by Desolations Newer World Dictionary): A person who, for one reason or another hates a certain species or a certain many species.

The thought feelings and all words of this post is not claimed to be factual and or accurate to any extent. This post is solely for entertainment purposes even though it has to do with real people and or events Desolation is not any way liable if it is misconstrued in any way.

Girlfriend, Ex-boyfriend, Friend, and Me

2004-09-11T01:16:00.000-07:00

girlfriend--- Well my "girlfriend" is sleeping on the couch in my living room.
Me--- I'm just not ready for someone to sleep on Nicks side of the bed. How much of a loser am I??? Nick totally screwed me over, but yet I can't stand to see some one on his side of the bed. Someone get me some help. I swear I should win some type of award for being the most mentally unhealthy being that ever existed.
Ex-Boyfriend--- My ex-boyfriend Shawn is on the phone right now cause he is having some problems (as usually and as usual I am trying to help him). He is lonely so if any girls reading this would like a psychotic ass hole of a sasquatch his email is ShawnTraviss212@hotmail.com.
Friend--- Anyways Dante was over earlier but left cause she wanted to do some stuff at home... And then was never seen again. We called her to see if she was still alive but she was on the floor DEAD or better yet Writhing on the floor in agony dying while I had Unforgiven yell at her for not coming over... Anyway back to reality she was just "to tired" as she said but she probably didn't really go to sleep noooooooo she went over to Dans house even though she knows I want to meet him. Wow what a big bad word is she??? *Gasp* I just can't believe it *Sigh* Whatever shall we do with her??? I have no clue. But for now you shall wonder what her fate will be, as I ponder the possibilities, perhaps I shall tell you tomorrow. Anyways I leave you with this thought...
Is a big bad word still big and bad if no one hears it???

My first post and Dantes awesome Blog

2004-09-09T22:42:00.000-07:00

This is my first post and it would bore you to tears if I was to sit here and explain everything that has been happening as of late. So I won't bore you with the details :). Lets just say things haven't exactly been going my way.

So I am trying to not focus on the bad so lets bring up the fact that my birthday is on Monday September 13. I will be turning good old 17.

Yes that age that drives some people absolutely crazy. If you aren't one of those people you are probably asking why??? Well its all because this is the age where you are almost to the point of not being jailbait and being able to buy your own ciggarettes and being able to do what ever you want (even though some stay in their parents houses for a few more years and are working at taco bell with no life even at the age of 20 *cough cough cough* not naming any names NICK). But yes even though that was long and drawn out that is one of the reasons.

Anyways moving on to Dante. Dante is awesome, an awesome singer, an awesome writer, an awesome friend. Hell Dante is just freaking perfect so anyways here is the link to Dantes blog http://starlitoblivion.blogspot.com Go to Dantes blog or the clowns will kill you in your sleep you evil little monkeys!!!

Moving on I shall let you all stop reading my psycho babble and get back to your meaningless pathetic lives but I leave you with this thought "A happy bloger is a bloging bloger".